Hating myself

I sit here. 

Listening to the tv, but couldn't tell you want is on.

I want to be normal, I want to function.

I know that there are so many of you out there, that suffer silently with depression.  Please share with me, how do you get through each day?


What drives you to continue on, to go through the motions, as a friend, spouse, parent or employee?  How do you do it...I am running out of solutions.  I have covered up and continue to mask my sorrow.  It's hard....so freaking hard.