Thursday, January 12, 2012

embarrassment

I feel so shameful for feeling this way. Every day - I feel just a little piece of me crumbling.

I am so embarrassed - as I don't have a right to feel this way, yet I don't seem to have any control over it.   I'm in therapy, medicated, its not that I am not trying to fix the issue.

It's not that I feel sorry for myself either.  At least I don't think I do.  The truth is, I hate myself.

Imagine waking up everyday, looking in the mirror, and just feeling plain nauseous at who is looking back.

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